I’m not writing this blog entry to serve as an obituary, but
as an explanation of why I admire Roger Ebert.
Maybe it’s also a way for me to deal with the sudden reality of his
death.
I remember seeing Siskel
& Ebert At the Movies on TV when I was young. I was too young to understand film criticism,
and just couldn’t understand what those guys were always arguing about. It simply didn’t make sense to me . . . at the
time.
Fast-forward to my teenage years. I was often found in the “arts” section of
the local library. (It’s been a pattern
for me to find this section in every library or bookstore I visit.) One day I spotted a book called Roger Ebert’s Video Companion. I instantly recognized who he was and realized that I had never read much in the way of movie reviews. As I glanced through the book, which was good
and thick, I recognized the titles of many movies I had seen and many more I
was interested in. I decided to check the book out and see what it had to offer.
I felt an instant connection to his writing
style. It was personal, easily
accessible and intellectual at the same time.
He was obviously well-read, experienced, observant, and extremely
knowledgeable about film. But he never
condescended. All he did was write of
his experience watching a film, what he thought was good or bad about it, and
that was that. I was surprised how his
writing could inspire me to watch a movie I’d never seen, and to see things in
movies I thought I was familiar with.
What really caught my attention was how I could understand his point of
view, even if I disagreed. Slowly my
respect began to grow.
I read that book from cover to cover. It was hundreds of pages long, filled with
reviews, interviews and essays, so it took a while to get through it. By the time I finished I was already a
fan. From then on, I read every review
Roger Ebert wrote that I could get my hands on.
One of my happiest memories in a bookstore was the day I bought Roger Ebert’s Video Companion 1997 Edition. It was a newer edition of the same book I had
discovered in the library, it was profoundly thick, and I read every word.
Roger’s reviews taught me a new way of watching
movies, a more personal way. They taught
me what to watch for, what was trite and overdone, what made a story weak or
powerful. His reviews are well-written,
displaying a sharp wit, and feature numerous anecdotes from his personal life. Anyone who has read so much of his work could
not help but feel that they knew him in some small way.
Over the years I’ve collected Roger Ebert’s Movie Yearbook, and other books that he has written,
including his Great Movies
collections. I’m an avid follower of his
website. I’ve regularly read the reviews
of other film critics, but Roger Ebert is the one I respect the most. As I stated before, even if I didn’t agree
with him, I knew where he was coming from.
Other critics and writers are not always blessed with such clarity.
In 2006, after a scary bout with cancer, he lost
his ability to speak, drink, and eat. A
year or two went by without any new movie reviews. When he returned to his writing, though, he
did so with a vengeance. He had lost the
ability to speak with his voice, but his voice in writing and on the internet
seemed to pour out of him. His output
was staggering. Not only did he review
more movies than ever before, but he also created a blog, Roger Ebert’s Journal, and became one of the most followed members
of Twitter. His blog became a more
personal outlet, where he wrote of his life and family, his beliefs and
experiences.
In his final year, at the age of 70, Mr. Ebert saw more
movies than he ever had in a single year.
Health complications that would justify slowing down didn’t seem
to affect his work. But they finally caught
up to him.
My blog is a direct result of my respect and admiration for
Roger Ebert, not only as a critic and writer, but as a human being. There are a few movies about which I’ve never
written because his reviews are so powerfully imprinted on my mind. I have to make a conscious decision not to
quote him every time I write. His
reviews radiate a kind of joy in watching movies, and
reflect the wisdom gained in life experiences that influenced his point of
view.
Now there will be no more new Ebert reviews to look
forward to. I suspect that a couple more
books might be published, but we’ll have to wait and see. In the meantime, I can look at my bookshelves
and see thousands of pages of writing that have influenced me, not only how I
watch movies, but how I write, and have introduced me to countless movies and
books I might have otherwise missed.
Roger Ebert’s work added to my life, and I will be forever grateful.
Here are the last words of his final blog entry, written so
soon before his death, which now seem strangely appropriate: “So on this day of
reflection I say again, thank you for going on this journey with me. I’ll see you at the movies.”
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